"i'm sorry, but right now my life is headed in a direction that i don't know, that i don't wanna know, and one that i have no control over. it's a dark and scary road that i haven't the slightest idea in the outcome, you understand that don't you?"
"yes, i'm sorry. i just thought after everything we've been through, everything we've seen and said and done, you'd just feel differently."
"... i love you, and i want to be by your side"
"then why don't you come with me? be with me? isn't that what you want?"
"after what you've done, and everything you didn't say that's when i have to say, no i won't go with you, i can't be with you, and it's not what i want anymore."
"so what do you want then?"
"i want everything the way it was"
"you know that can't happen, you can't just ask God for a redo of everything! stop acting like a child you know? just grow up and live, and do what you wanna do."
"even if that means stop loving you?"
she faltered, what he said had caught her off guard and pierced her in her heart. the words that left his mouth speeding so fast through her ears she could barely make sense of it from the initial shock of what he did say. he struggled to find the words, even though it was a single word of three letters.
"y-yes." she finally muttered. "if that's what you wanna do"
he cracked a smile on his face, a little off for the occasion of what he told her. grinning, he said slyly "well thank god, that's not what i wanna do"
starting with a slow chuckle, she started to laugh and looked back into his deep brown eyes, this was really it she though.
"i love you"
"i love you too"
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